Whats happened?

So it's obviously been a long time since I posted anything on this blog. I was with Kenna for the rest of my high school time. Unfortunatly college isn't somewhere that love is going to survive very easily. Plus being this far apart she needs this space for her own thing. I enjoyed the time I had with her. I loved her with all my being and still do. I was there for her and she was there for me. We shared some of the best memories and it was great. Hopefully she doesn't forget me. I hope I get to be with her again but I can't let that be in the way of exploring new possibilities. Kenna.....Thank you c:

Rewind the relationship clock

I really would like to share a story with who ever reads this and I hope you like it. Well around the age of 11 I was curious as we all were. I was exploring the internet for online multiplayer games. An so came to my attention a game call Mokitown. Well as a little kid I thought to myself "That looks fun I'll try it." So I did, I signed up for an account and so began the adventure. I explored this online world looking for people to talk to. So I met this girl who later I learned her name was Stephanie. Well me and her became fast friends. And one day she asked me if I was interested in dating her. Well as this 11 year old kid I saw no harm in doing this. So I agreed and so this relationship began. Well on day she asked me if I would like to meet a friend of her's. So I agreed and so came into my life a girl named Nicole. Well our friendship kicked off so well and we were very fast friends. And durring that day she asked me if I was interested of dating her. Well I was concerned about my current girl Stephanie. So We 3 came to the conclusion of me deciding between the two. Well I chose Nicole, which who I spend the next 4 years dating. Now this time is not including our time apart which did happen of course. Well during these 4 years we had our relationship grow and break several times. And then durring this time I met someone name Mariah and she was so awsome that I just had to get to know her. So we dated then after about 4 months went back to Nicole. Well about the Band Contest at our school I was introduced to my best friend's girlfriend Kenna. Well this didn't matter to me at the time as I was upset about an argument between me and Nicole. Well after the contest I decide to add Kenna to my friends list on Myspace. And our friendship grew through messaging each other. Well near the time of my schools band camp I learn the horrible news that Kenna and my best friend have broken up. Well of course I try to help the best I can. Well at band camp Kenna shows up to a practice and we hug and talk across the room (kind of talk anyway). Well my memory escapes me but I think that same night me and Kenna are talking on MSN. And the subject comes up if I like her. Well I'm shocked because I'm with Nicole so I kind of hesitate to answer. But I tell her that I did and that I would date her if I was single. Well I tell Nicole of this matter and the strange thing happens is that she wants me to try out the relationship. So I agree and so began me and Kenna's relationship. And it's been going great between me and her to this day. And that is my relationship history.

Ahhh yea Videogames ;D

You may find people who love to play video games and I am one of them. I mean who doesn't love peoples heads being blown off virtually. It's a great way to get me calm in stressful situations. These things maybe fun but they could never replace human affection. Yes I am talk about my Kenna :D. But anyway videogames have always been a source of entertainment for everyone. And sure there is one outta a few that hates them. Well they're just weird in my eyes. I mean who doesn't enjoy blood and violence? I for one love it :D for example. When you blow off a zombies head in the game Resident Evil 4. How does it make you feel? Makes me feal great considering you could imagine this zombie as a person you hate very much. I hope you see the point in the hilarious and fun entertainment of video games as I do :3.

Clouds are clearing

I never thought it possible to feel this much emotion with another person. But wow has Kenna showed me otherwise. She makes me feal those emotions you can't explain. But they're there and they make you feal fantastic and I getting those feelings. She opened my heart and cleared my head of certain individual who I wish to forget. Kenna means everything to me I wish I could be with you all the time but of course life being cruel as it is we can't. This is my very first actuall realtionship with someone and it feels like it should never end. And hopefully it never will because I love her to the point were there is no such thing as sadness in my life. Only the sadness of being appart of someone so loving and beautiful. People have always told me I should find a girlfriend who can be there for me and give me all the love I could ask for. Well this is her world and I hope that it stay that way forever. My feelings for her are endless and I know she loves me alot. So I hope you know that I love you a lot :D

My general life

Well my life in my opinion sucks =\. Except for my girl and friends my life sucks. My dad had OCD so it gets kind of annoying dealing with him. But thats not the worse part he CONSTANTLY yells at me. There is a rare moment that he isn't yelling. He takes everything so seriously and rarely smiles. It's so bad my friends gave him the nickname "Larry Face." And worse of all a teenagers nightmare.... He treats me like a child still =\. He never trusts me and hardly lets me date (even if he doesn't approve I will anyway :3). Then there is my mom she uses her SLIGHT fiber mialja (if thats how you spell it) as an excuse for everything. She'll complain "can you do (insert useless job here)" and I'll respond "Well can't you do that?" "no my fiber mialja will act up." News flash mom if you had true fiber mialja you wouldn't be able to work or walk the dog =\. And then there is the famous highschool drama that brings me down and depressed (sometimes). I'm practically immune to everyones crap now so it's not that bad. But not everything is so bad. I've got a great girlfriend, great friends, and great family (for the most part). Some people call me a great friend because I'm always supportive and always in a good mood (rarely in a bad one). So over all I have an ok life but sometimes it really sucks and yet I still can have a smile on my face. Hope that gives you a little opening to my life.

My Lover :3

well I'm pritty sure lately my life has gone all the right ways =] she started as a friend and it soon escalated into a relationship well all I can say now is that she completes everthing that is the "Scorch Muffin" (A little inside joke ;]) but anyway ever scence she entered my life I could never be happier....my heart just skips a beat around her she has eyes that I just can't help but look into. Her laugh makes me smile and her hair is fuzzy :3. She is my insperation for everything. Sometimes I wake up and wonder how I ended up with someone so beautiful and wonderful. I strongly belive that she mite be the one for me. But I guess as long as I show my feelings and don't screw up it'll go well =D. Well wish me luck everyone and love you baby ;3 (yes I know you will read this :P)